an overwhelming feeling of excitement and more so nervousness likes to take over me sometimes. I'm not the best when realizing that I need to deal with it so I sit here in my house that I've been living at for over 5 months now while I am put on hold of the air lines to switch my current flight home to Minneapolis. I can barely understand the operator speaking to me, but Im trying to be patient. Boxes for days, and empty kitchen cupboards surround me. Packing up and picking up just waiting for the day to come that I leave, im trying to be patient. With nothing to do but pack things up and wait my days here.