It's funny how things circulate in your twenties. How your perspective of what makes you happy can change in an instant or overall not at all if that makes any sense... To me, thats been a pattern for the past three years. 6 months go by and I trick myself into thinking something will change, come up, be better for me. Overall I look back at my past year of living back in LA and realize not a lot has changed? Do I do what I do best and give up and go back to the start of where it all began in Minneapolis? Have my parents support me and think that will make me feel better in a town that I know does not do anything for me.. or stay in Los Angeles where I know I love here. I love endlessely and fall in love with different places, people and things here. Still there is that something I'm missing when I think about the future. I tell myself im just being over dramatic and that doing lines at 4am and the sleepless nights, working 12 hours a day, and drinking wine after your shifts will end soon. But until that time I will try to be motivated and keep myself busy and keep on starving for more to be content